God I need a real good time with someone who’s gonna make me forget why I even started all this … I don’t want to remember my ex anymore I’m so tired of everything relating to her… she really did so much behind my back that I honestly don’t know my own truth… idk if I’m worth it or if I’m just an option that’s there .. I hate even saying that like fuck the last few yrs I’ve had so much tension an anger built up.. I just wanna release it all masturbating just isn’t enough anymore