Ex made me so sexually frustrated i broke down and sent him this message
I want to fuck you, i want you to be the reason why i buy cute/sexy underwear and show it off to you before you rip it off of me. I want to feel you deep inside of me and bury my face in your neck. i want to have your scent on me where i can at night, even with a hoodie. i want to make you crave me as much as i crave you, where we go on dates and sexually frustrate eachother til we fuck like crazy in the car like teens or passionately in the bedroom. I want you to be the reason why i call work saying i cant make it today because im too tired and sore from being up all night with you. I want you to be the reason i dont want to leave the house let alone the shower or bedroom. I want you to be the one to throw my clothes on the floor and make me grip the sheets. I want you to be the reason why i cant speak because i was screaming your name and talking dirty to you. I want you to bite and leave such harsh hickies that i have to cake them in make up, but then you come in and wash it off so you can leave more to show men i am yours and yours alone. I want you to be the reason i havent ate in days, seen sunlight or even left the bedroom. I want to dominate you and after we calm down for a break, you surprise me by dominating back. I want you to chap my lips from kissing too much, to dry my mouth from blowing you too much, to hurt my back and knees from being in doggy style. I want you, i need you to fuck me and make me yours.